“Emotionally Drained” by Jonin Marie Gargoles

I tried my best, but I guess life can be disturbing
Life will hit you like a hard rock every time
You’re suffocated, and it feels like your dying
I’m so tired of what my life turns out

I’m burnt out, and it hurts sometimes
I am scared
I hope people will understand I’m a human also
Wisdom comes with painful experiences
Expectations will let you down

I’m tired of wearing a mask
I’m tired of faking my emotions
I wish I could turn back time
I wish I could delete my feelings

I’m tired of overthinking my purpose
I get overwhelmed every time
I’m tired of my anxiety attacks
I’m drowning inside my dark veins

Every time I close my eyes, it’s like a dark paradise
Painful words make me paralyzed
Traumatic past keeps me haunting
It’s hard for me to catch my breathing

My lungs are collapsing from toxic air
My heart never stop from bleeding
My suicidal brain is standing in a chair
My poetic hands became poisonous

Broken friendships are like venom
Broken relationships are like vintage music
Broken hearts are like crumpled paper
Broken trust is like roses full of thorns

In the end of the day you have to fight for yourself
Don’t lose hope even you are drowning
Don’t give up on yourself
Don’t forget your life is a blessing